G.O.D = Good Orderly Direction. I rarely followed directions. I am undisciplined - not in ALL areas of my life but in a few critical ones. Some of the most fascinating information about me is in the 4th Step in the 12 and 12. G.O.D has restored me to sanity with respect to alcohol, i.e. not picking up the first drink, whereas before I was powerless over THAT. My mind, always telling me "this time it won't hurt". G.O.D is helping in those other areas too. Like if I get diagnosed with something, I'll follow the Doctor's orders and not "my ideas".
As for the psychedelic cosmic entity, the "glue" that holds of this together ? What some call God ? I don't know. Prayer and meditation are fun though.