congratulations on 5 days. I too had a problem with wine it was my best friend for 20 Years and giving it up was like grieving. I too decorated my tree Saturday evening with my 3 year old grandson a tradition I did alone well not quite my best friend was always with me, but not this year. Seeing my grandson say wow nanny its beautiful so many times brought a tear to my eye. I am making new memories all the time now and slowly losing the associations. I will be 8 months sober on Sunday and believe me you can do this.
I wish you all the best.
Ally
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