When we're apart, i'm always warning myself about getting close to him.
But when we're together all i want is to be together.
Recently he's been amazing and i wonder if it's just a front, he's almost too perfect...but despite everything, at times i find myself blaming myself for being too paranoid about people...and i wonder if my worrying about him is because of that.
I can't help but wonder if he acts exactly like what i would want, or if he really is that way. I've read so much about sociopaths but none of it really helps because we all show those characteristics at one time or another.
I've tried cutting off contact quite a few times and it NEVER sticks.
Right now i find myself so attached that that isn't something i want to do.
I don't want to put him through anymore crap as he's assured me the only way i could ever hurt him is by not talking to him.