Very well said! soexchausted....
Takingcharge999 - your story is wonderful to hear, I needed it today. I feel like my world is still in the unwinding stage after 4 months of nc and not seeing my ex-abf. I slept last night after so many months of up worrying about everything. I do the wake up at 2am and sometimes never got back to sleep. Told myself last night enough is enough and he has not lost a wink of sleep over me. Hard to take in that the love I had was real to me but not a real person it was an alcoholic instead.
I look forward to feeling like you describe here after a lot of work! I know in the long run it will be worth the work.