Anyway I'm still sober and sponsorless and my meeting attendance has declined dramatically. I spend the time I had spent in meetings twice a day with my girlfriend and my friends doing non drinking related things and Strangely I feel a whole lot better as a result.
I think you may have answered your own question. you cannot control your previous sponsor either, sometimes you have to just stop picking the scab so the new skin can grow. I'm really glad you are still following your sobriety.
