15 months of sobriety/mental obsession
I have been sober for 15 months now. I have gone through the 12 steps i try to practice them in all my affairs. I have received the promises. Including the about "the desire to drink will no longer be there." I had been restored to sanity. The thought of a drink would be quick and it would go away. It was so peaceful. Last 3 days i have thought about a drink way more than i have in the last 15 months. The thought is longer than fleeting and im worried. I have stayed in prayer to keep the mental obsession from returning. I do not want to drink again for am i can acoholic and i know where that takes me!!! help please :/