A life of drink
Hi!
My name's Robin and I live in North Wales, UK. I'm English but they let me in. I'm 55 now and if I want to reach 56 I need to stop drinking right now.
I had my frist beer in a pub when was about 11 years old, and even in my teens I knew I was alcoholic and had the recurrent thought that 'one day this will have to end' When I was vomiting blood this morning I realised at 6.00am that day had come .I wondered if I'd survive the day. It's now 9.00pm and I've managed a full day's work.
My wife's away visiting our grandson so I had a ciderfest. I've drifted in and out of AA several times. The word 'God' disturbs me although I am a fan of Buddhism and meditation. However, my addiction rules all. My problem (one of them) is I've always been able to put it down for periods before getting smashed again. I think I'm running out of space, I've bored you enough. Best Wishes: Robin