Im a total codie, but I don't want to be anymore. so well, my question is have any of you felt love and hate for your loved ones at the same time? I mean hate that they stand between you and the drug, but love them for doing it? I can't pretend to understand what my loved one is saying, but basically he was counting on me to cover for him, and when I didn't he said this to me. so I was just wondering what an outside perspective is. thanks everyone
