>>>>>>>if I really look at myself its because I don't want to, so maybe I don't belong here, but I would love to stay. If you guys will have me<<<<<<<<<<<
Lily1918.....the only thing you will have difficulty finding on SR----is someone who doesn't understand (and appreciate) what you are going through.
(((((If they kicked out jerks.....I'd be making up a new pseudonym every week!!!!)))))