Originally Posted by
hydrogirl 
I would always say "I'm confused", when actually, my emotions were just stomping their feet and saying "But I don't want to" when I knew what I had to do.
Good one, HG!
I used to say "I'm confused" when what I really meant was I don't like the choices in front of me. It took my therapist pointing that out to me to finally stop doing it.
KKE - really, you have so much potential for a bright future! Are you going to let an alcoholic drag you under? Put your big girl pants on and stop wallowing (said with love and concern). This really is your choice at this point. Just do it. One day, hell one hour at a time. Don't let your own denial and stinkin thinkin cloud your brain any longer. Your life is waiting!