Like miko said, I believe that really wanting it is key. Like wanting it more than ANYTHING else. My most recent and last relapse was enough to scare the ever living C@ap out of me. I finally saw how much I have to lose and don't want to live tortured anymore. I also think that if you have tried life drunk for awhile why not try it sober? If you want to go back you can...but my guess is that we probably wouldn't want to. Hang in there ((hugs))