The biggest lie we can tell ourselves is that drinking brings relief.
It doesnt.
The second biggest lie is that one more drink/night/week/month won't hurt.
It can, it does and it will.
Parson the imagery but it's fitting:
That big stinky cess pit we build and find ourselves in the middle of as alcoholics?
Every drink is another load of crap, dogmamma.
The only way out of that is change....to face live sober - it's hard, it's tough and sometimes it really sucks....but there are no answers back the way we've come.
This is a light at the end of the tunnel tho, if we keep moving forward - trust me on that....and you're not alone...there's a ton of support here and in other places too.
Stay strong
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