Originally Posted by
773niki 
Hello all!
So, I'm committed to attending 90 meetings in 90 days.
Anyway, sometimes I feel guilty because I have to "force" myself to go to a meeting when I don't feel like it and I'm only 3 weeks in. Other times, I find myself thinking about the future too much (i.e. holy crap, 69 more days to go to reach this goal - that's alot!). But after every meeting, I feel a sense of accomplishment and I always get something from every meeting. I'm going to keep up with this, but I was wondering if anyone else has felt this way?!!
Niki...
The really cool thing about 90/90's is that if you ever get "stuck" in sobriety you can always go back to another 90/90. If you view your sobriety as a lifelong goal, one day at a time, the 90/90 is a lot less overwhelming. (My first 90/90 I thought he same as you, until I did it, and loved it. Actually, at the end, I kept going and sort of had to ween myself off a meeting a day. But, if that's the worst of my problems, well, life pretty good today.
Best of wishes to you,
Zube