Where is everybody?
This past week has been crazy busy. In fact, the last two weeks I have noticed I am starting to feel like ME again. My sleep habits are less erratic, and my pain is minimal to tolerable most of the time. I can't remember the last time I took something to help me get to sleep, although I did take 10 mg of amphetamine thurs morning to wake myself up.
I am still seeing a massage therapist once a week. She has been finding a lot of knots to work on, so I think she is definitely helping me get past some of the pain issues I was having. She is also trying aroma therapy on me. I'm still not sold on that, but I am letting her do her thing.
Overall, my mood has been much better. I am no longer feeling like I am clinging on the wall of a bottomless pit, so far down that the opening at the top is a tiny pinpoint of light.
There is a lot more color in my world now, and a lot less gray.