Paul,
I'm so glad to see you back. Your threads were what got me to join this site and I've got five months now
After you left, I'd search for posts by you, but finally stopped looking and then ......Poof, you're back
I remember coming home from an event at 10 at night and having wine - then regretting it, like why did I do that? At five months sober, I feel much better, mentally and physically. I do think I'm struggling with some underlying issues, probably why I drank in the first place. I'm high strung and drinking helped take the edge off....trying to learn news ways now.
Anyway - I'm very happy you returned to SR