New thinking
Last night my neighbor came over beer in hand. We chatted a bit about household stuff and such, I am a wino so I didn't care so much to see the beer. It was suggested that we all hit a football game soon, I started to panic a bit because I immediatly thought about tailgating and drinking, but then my thoughts switched to the fact that I was most definetly going to be a designated driver for this event, this all goes with my intention to keep the people in my life who wanna remain there. They don't know I am not drinking but I got a plan on what to say...so it's all good! I am still not sure about much of anything anymore, except that one foot goes in front of the other and I need to keep moving forward.....sober and find some fun in things I normally would have done drunk.....sigh...why does life seem so easy for others, they just breeze through it, and everyday for me is a struggle. BUT, I am handing it over to GOD and I am most definetly going to keep on enjoying the ride.....
Nuff said....gotta clean...Peace out for a bit!