Faltering on step 5
Working step 5. Having to do this in stages due to work commitments, both mine and my sponsors.
I went through my fears last night. My sponsor again suggested I seek help from a therapist. I really don't want to do this.
It's making me feel really reluctant to be honest with her when I do the rest of it, I feel I want to trivialise everything so she doesn't suggest it again. I even had thoughts last night of dropping AA and looking for other recovery methods. She said last night that I was a complex case and she was concerned. I want to finish it and move on and I'm faltering now.
I don't feel I'm overly complex. I just want to be sober. Maybe AA can't help me?