why is letting go so hard?
I wish I could be strong and feel 100% certain that leaving my Heroin addict boyfriend is the right decision. I seem to think that breaking up, kicking out is the right choice until I feel the need to bring back, love and support again. I know my wishy washy ways got me in this mess in the first place but I barricaded my rights of choice by getting my family involved. Now, I cannot choose to be with my AB because my parents will have nothing to do with me if I ever go back. This kills me inside as I realized that I may never love anyone as much as I love him.