Hi everyone-
Jim--sorry you are stuggling, I know how you feel, I felt so similar to how you do earlier this year. I just couldn't see my way out of the mess drinking was making of my life because even though it made me a mess it was my only friend.
I had no one else. All my friends deserted me, my family is pretty much gone.
It did take me a while to try again and give it up. But deep down I know, and you know, it's doing you no good. You gave it up for 30, you know how much better you feel, but it's so easy to fall back into that pit.
I hope you see your way back. We're here for you, you're not alone.
Wifi--day 9 fantastic! Almost double digits!
Germanos--your plan sounds good-get around new people and do something new.
Midnight/RV--hang in there, it will get better, or no one would ever stay sober, right?
To everyone else, keep going, we can do this.