Originally Posted by
Redviper 
I almost drank tonight. It's day 38. When does this get easier? I just need to find some motivation.
I can absolutely relate to your words, Redviper. To put together pieces of my motivation, I'm keeping telling myself: "If I can do this, then I'll be able to cope with anything in my life".
I broke my healthy nutrition today and pigged out on a huge cake
. I hope my body won't punish me too hard for that. Besides, I apparently worked too hard with my deadlifts yesterday and pulled the hamstring. My productivity at work is somewhere near zero.
Fallingtogether, Hope, Neverthought and other members - glad to hear that you are keeping up your sobriety.
Best wishes to all.