IMO you need to straighten yourself out first. And, he really is the "Shopping Cart Robber", he is a career crimminal, drugs or no drugs. You are making excuses to justify hooking back up with him. That of coarse is your choice, abeit a bad one. Here is a little something you might want to read:
What Addicts Say from Prison
1) THIS time is it/I知 done
2) I'll do ANYTHING you want if you go back with me/help me
3) You can hold all my money
4) I'll go to meetings/treatment
5) Give me a break
6) Work with me on this
7) I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
8) I want to quit, but...I can稚 do it without you
9) I know what I have to do
10) You drove me to use, I知 worse now because you put too much pressure on me
11) Don't abandon me
12) I need you as a friend
13) I wouldn稚 leave you in jail/abandon you if you were here
14) I don稚 belong here, I知 an addict, I知 not a bad person
15) I need to stay clean for myself
16) I知 getting too old for this $hit
17) I don't want to use
18) I've found God
19) I have a long climb ahead of me to get out of this pit I've dug for myself
20) Look at the damage I have done to (fill in the blank)
21) I am so far in debt, I owe so much to so many people who have helped me
22) I want to be respected and will have to work really hard to earn that respect back
23) I will do anything to make it right
24) I am going to kill myself.
25) I am so lonely in here
26) If you were the addict, and had this disease I would stick by you 100%
27) Forget the past and look forward to our future together.
28) I知 so ashamed
29) I will change
30) I知 hungry, can you put some money on my books