Thanks guys... it's nice feeling more positive about life and focusing on things other then when the next drink is going to come from. I can remember trying to plan ahead just to be able to drink a certain amount - like, oh, I want to go to that concert, but we'll get home after midnight, and I'll still want to drink... so how can I get alcohol into the house without having to ask to stop at the store on the way home from the show with no real reason... or waking up the morning for those events and feeling like... ugh... if I feel this crappy now, how am I going to feel tonight??
Hoping to introduce all sorts of new thoughts to my brain like what can I cook to bring to family gatherings.... where can we go on vacation next year (it was suggested I should avoid Las Vegas, ha ha).