Hi Carly! When you have the urge to drink, I hope you'll come here first, like you did tonight. That is awesome. You can do it!
Remember when it gets tough - This too shall pass.... Suffering is part of life. We must accept certain amounts of discomfort as the natural ebb and flow of the universe - without bad there would be no good, without great sorrow and pain there would be no great happiness or joy.
Do not give up. You are stronger than that.