Thank you for your replies.
The truth is that, i defenitely became too much obssesed with this relationship and showing to be very needy indeed..
Moved up to city where his is from etc.. anyway I am living away from home and don't have family support so he became someone who I would share everything with, and he will be the person I would speak to few times a day, we would spend every weekend together which there is really not much space ..and I know can became too much at some stage..
So I became to believe " I own him" .. I need to know where he is, what he is doing etc... my point is , do you think he doesn't have a right to have a friend in AA? Can she not be a women? Maybe is a time to stop the obsession and let him be? Maybe it is time to start trust that he, not going to be another person who will hurt me? Maybe is a time to take risk and let go let God???