You certainly are in the right place, Cleopatra. Welcome to the secular side of SR, and congratulations to you on your sobriety decision.
I say now "I do not ever want to drink again," and i know it won't be tooooo long until I can say "I don't drink!".
You can decide that you no longer drink at any time you feel like saying it, Cleopatra. It is called making 'A Big Plan' around these here parts. Believe in yourself and your ability to quit 100%, that any thought of drinking or self doubt is your AV speaking to you, and you will be just fine.