Originally Posted by
Lionhearted1 
My question is this i am in recovery i want recovery i cant live with drink, but my dad on the other hand he is dying a slow paiful death and has never tried to quit!
Why do some of us do stop and some of us dont/wont/cant??
I think you have answered your own question,
"i am in recovery i want recovery i cant live with drink" Until you can honestly say these things I do not believe you can recover