Originally Posted by
KKE 
I don't even know what I do and don't like anymore..... The only thing I can think of is see my mum.
Couldn't sleep last night. Just so on edge about today. Meant to be seeing him but I reckon he's going to cancel. I know all I want to do is beg him to come home. Like I always do.
Oh dear, you are in the thick of it, eh? If meeting him is causing you so much distress, perhaps you might consider cancelling on him instead? Maybe take a breath for a moment? Reschedule on your own terms, when you're better rested and less immediately heartbroken? You know the pattern you're on already...