I'm sorry that you are having such a tough time. I'm new on the forum and only have 7 days sobriety (from opiates) but I admire people who are quitting alcohol so much. I was actually discussing this with my SO today about how hard it must be for people trying to quit drinking as it is everywhere! It must be so difficult it being a "socially acceptable" substance. There are no heroin commercials like there are for alcohol lol! I hope you feel better