It all makes sense what everyone is saying. I guess in my mind I still think "no surely not ****, he isn't like all the other alcoholics, surely he isn't so text book with his behaviour...?" I know that if he wanted to come home i would welcome him with open arms, as I always do. I know I need to find the strength to just sack him off because I know he knows that he can come back whenever he wants too. Well, I'm the one that says "please come home".... Pathetic.