Yeah he has said a few times "I know you're just going to go mental" which is why he is avoiding me. In the space of three days he has gone from, yes I will help, no I won't, yes I will I just said no because I didn't need you going on!
I hugged him and asked him if he loves me. He said yes and hugged me etc. he agreed we can meet this Saturday to talk, part of me thinks he is going to bail out like he did last weekend. We hugged before he left I said I love you and he said "you know I love you too". Sounds stupid but I felt better hearing him say that.... I know I should be ignoring him and not bothering but I miss him. Feel stupid that I still need to know he loves me....