Overall, after 4 days, I must say I'm pretty proud of myself. Tonight I reached out to an old friend whom ive known forever and who shared the same addition as me. Im proud to say my friend is now successfully 18 months clean and I couldn't be more proud. I asked him advice and if he could refer any good meetings around town. He said, "honesty bro Id rather bring you with me to my meetings. I know good ones with people our age an I can introduce you." That was honesty the greatest thing that could have happened to me, besides deciding to save my life. That's how I'm looking at it, I'm saving my life today not just getting sober! Wow I'm proud to be writing this right now..
A good friend of mine once told me that a goal without a plan is a wish. So that's why my next priority is to make a plan - a plan to stay clean, a plan to keep myself occupied and a plan for what I need to do when I'm being tempted.
Looking forward to conquering day 5!