I am the mother of an alcoholic son. He is ill and has caused chaos.
BUT.. you are not only living with an alcoholic but an abuser. Who would abuse you alcohol or not. I know.. I am a counsellor for abused women and you need to GET out now. Call a local shelter in your area for help. You can move on from there and get the proper referrals for counselling, legal help and a myriad of other supports.. ... Do it today. Good luck .. I know how hard it is..