Originally Posted by
REWIRING 
Five months sober. My sponsor fired me today for not following enough suggestions. I have also been a little sharp with her but always apologized quickly. I am totally devastated. Went to a meeting and wept. Feel like such a looser. Really valued her work with me. Followed many suggestions... Wanting to drink so much tonight. Hurricane here will make getting to meetings a little tough. My network is small.
Not being flippant with my remark but why not 'sponsor' yourself, after 5 months sober I am sure you can do it.....keep going and show us you can do it. All bad experiences in the end make us much more stronger.