Maybe I'm not an alcoholic then if I'm the only one who thinks drink gets rid of my fear and anxiety?
Does it tho? The best it ever did for me was push it to one side maybe for a few hours at best - then the shame and guilt of drinking made the anxiety and fear 10X worse.
The scariest bit is when, eventually, alcohol starts to fail to work at all....and it will.
You don't want to go there Dan.
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