Lost, this might have happened if you were still drinking. Don't think that "now that I'm sober, look at what I'm dealing with" because I did that, too. We just don't know what tomorrow will bring, do we? At least today you ARE sober and have sobriety so you can deal with this
better.
Jobs come and go, partners get ill, life
happens.
You now have an opportunity to find that new job. Use any tools of recovery you have to help you get through this (and you will!).
I really wish you well! Stay strong, stay sober, keep moving forward in your life!!!
Really big hugs & love,