Sorry I missed this post last night, mtom.
Interesting to see the progression from last night to today. Like night/day, literally, LOL!
Yeah ups and downs are frustrating. There never seems to be a rational reason for them.
Originally Posted by
missingtheoldme 
I feel like it's not fair that I can't be normal and drink like a normal personal and have a healthy relationship with alcohol.
I feel like this ALL the time, too. It's so bogus, though. Where or when did I EVER get the impression that life is "fair." Everyone has battles and demons in their life. There are "billions" of people with a lot bigger problems who would trade places with us in a heart beat.
Glad to see you've come around today.
