Thank you everyone for taking the time to talk to me. I am not sure what PAWS is but will look it up. All of the advise and words of experience was very helpful. I feel better this morning and hope the rest of the day goes the same. I have a halloween party to go to tonight and am hoping I can still be social without the drink. My boyfried does not drink and will be by my side all night. I still can't believe how sorry for myself I felt last night and how fowl I was. Here is to a better day. Have a great day everyone and congrats to you all. I appreciate each and everyone of you. 27 days not too shabby...haven't gone that long without a drink I think in 15 years. I should celebrate with pure fun. I will do my best tonight. hugs to all