I am so sorry you are going through one of the bounces. Yes we all pretty much have felt how you are feeling, and it didn't solve my issues to come here, I just had to think it all through and get to the other side.
But coming here I was reminded that everyone else has felt the same, and that gave me the feeling that if they could, then I can too! SR never let me down, when I was down.
So can you make it to the other side of this temporary rough patch? You can if you will.