I had a horrible dream last night. I woke me up in a sweat..I know why I had it. I prayed for my family. I pray God will heal them, any pain my addition has caused. Their forgiveness doesn't erase their pain.
I haven't been to church...I hadn't prayed or had faith for a long time. I felt it was important to mention that to someone out there. God had laid his hand on me anyway. He has strengthened me this last 32 days in ways ONLY a higher power can. I am amazed and humbled. I remember a drunk night only a few days before my sobriety. Drunk I asked God, begged for him to do what I could not. I fully admitted I have an addition and needed his Grace...and I am reminded of footprints in the sand. It is then when I carried you......