Ahhh *****
who am I kidding. I guess I am not going to quit drinking am I... So I have been working hard on my studies, staying up all hours of the night, getting little sleep (sleepy ass hell, and going to sleep like a baby tonight) to do what I got to do. Man I really thought I was going to make it this time; past ten days... I hadn't thought about drinking at all, then I was so tired, did some important assignments, and a midterm and thought to myself: I deserve a break and get some booze... so guess what I did.. f*ckkkk I had more than one, because I wanted to. I have had seven so far. I am about to sleep, but I am reflecting on myself and saying: that ain't progress man