Hi Soberinchi,
63 days is great!!! Tomorrow will be day 14 for me, and I feel good. I met with my counselor tonight and I asked her if the worst part is over, she said that sometimes around 4 months it seems to get difficult, they right now I am so focused and kind of in that honeymoon phase. Maybe you are hitting that a little early.
I am the daughter of an alcoholic, my dad was a great guy except for the alcohol.it was a huge contributor to his early death at 68. I want to watch my kids grow up, and want to be an active part of their childhood, and there for their adulthood.
From reading on here it seems like the road to sobriety is like a roller coaster, some ups and downs, but definitely worth the ride. (Ok, that may be a really cheesy simile)
Keep reading and posting.