Welcome noquickfix! I had a similar journey. I was once sober 3 yrs. Decided to have just a glass of wine (as if) and back to drinking for 7 more years of hell. This time I really outdid myself, with dui's and all sorts of drama.
Glad you are liking the site - I came here very skeptical that anything could help me - and I never left. I hope you'll enjoy being here where there's hope and healing.