Great job on your 90 days! When I quit I felt like I was finally free, too - a great accomplishment.
You need a clear head to deal with marriage troubles, as I'm sure you realize. The temptation to numb ourselves is strong, but nothing gets accomplished and then we have a setback to deal with. Not worth it. Plus, there never is just one for us.
You can stay on your path, myoldself. We're with you all the way.