Hi LoseingIt-
Sorry nobody posted, you are not alone. Like said, nobody can say for sure, but it most likely won't be nearly as bad as being on for 3yrs like myself?! (My opinion and hope true for you). I know it is not the most preferred method but my little advice and is helping me to get through- tell yourself you are sick (which we all are)- and just like any bad flu it too will pass. Then the focus on keeping your mind off the "junk". This is my second go round, and will make it this time. The first time I didn't do it for me, now I am. Keep your head up and when you feel like you are going to cave, think back to when you were a kid and fealt great and found joy in the simplest of things! It works for me- because I know in time I will be there again. I am on day 5- still sucks, but not as bad as day 2 and 3. It will get better. Wish you the best and rooting for you too!