Nice guy with a good hard, but an addict is still and addict.
My EXABF has a good heart too.
He forgot about that sometime when he was using.
I think it shows growth and maturity on your part to recognize that this guy is not good for you.
The next step for both of us is learning WHY these people end up on our lives & how to get and keep them out...I'm stuck on that too...it's hard when all your friend are addicts/alcoholics...it can be scary to pursue a new kind of friendship especially when the basis of most of your friendships have been drugs/ alcohol
It's scary to face a situation clean and sober and build a friendship based upon something true and real.
We all have bad nights, days, weeks, etc and you just gotta power through and learn how to feel crappy. It's all apart of recovery.
Tomorrow is a new day. Curl up with a good book, a funny TV show, call a positive friend or just call it a night and go to bed. Things will start looking up soon. They always do.