I think that is what is scaring her the most. She and I drank together often and in addition she takes a bunch of prescription medication so I think it is really freaking her out. I'm not sure if it's because she is afraid I'm going to try and pointing the finger at her but it's very hard for her to accept. She keeps acting like if I'm drinking as much as I say and what she sees then there isn't a problem. That I must be hiding how much I'm really drinking. Now it's almost like being on suicide watch because she keeps asking how I'm feeling and if I'm sure about this.
Thanks for the posts and sorry about the long initial post.
I'm going to a 30 day outpatient program which will be four nights a week and follows the twelve step program with group and individual therapy sessions.