soooo kidding myself
So this is my second time visiting the site. Visited sr about a month ago, had a great 3 days and decided i could control myself. Not so much. After at least 5 black outs this past month and finishing probably 7 bottles of wine between last friday and yesterday, i realize i was sooo kidding myself. I wish i could just have "2 glasses" and be done but it never works out that way. I used to run regularly and compete but have no desire anymore. I really miss being an energetic fun and motivated mom and am scared to death that i will be a disappointment to my kids some day. Arrgh! What will be my breaking point?