see that is the thing, I maybe drink once or twice a month, but when I do I drink too much. enough for the next day I have a headache. I just don't want to drink one time and start crave it, and end up like my mom and go from doc to doc to doc. I was upset with myself all weekend. I spend too much money, and don't like how I just sit around drinking and drinking, it does NOTHING FOR ME>
SO I wanted to share on here. I appreciate your words. I don't think I drink to coat my feelings, I don't drink when I am upset, I drink cuz that is what everyone else does. BUT I am a recovering addict and not being honest with myself or others by not being 100% sober.
So, the drinks are over. over.