HEY SMILER,WELCOME.
BLACKOUTS,PHEW.BECAME A DAILY THING FOR ME.
I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER INSIDE AND OUT NOW.
I DON'T HAVE THE FEELING OF TOTAL DESPAIR WHEN I AWAKE.
ONE DAY AT A TIME!!!YOU MIGHT WANT TO GIVE A.A. A TRY.
STICK AROUND...................ted