Congratulations on your upcoming one year celebration. I've really started to work hard at filling my life with meaningful and positive things that I have found I enjoy doing. It is hard, figuring out what you enjoy doing that doesn't involve getting completely wasted. But I just kept trying new things until I found a few things that stuck. It sounds like you are a bit complacent about hitting a year. I mean it's exciting, just work a program around it and whatever you do just keep going to meetings.